Sarasota’s Rosemary Birthing Home to close
By Emily Le Coz, Josh Salman and Lucille Sherman
Apr. 16, 2019
A Sarasota birthing center profiled as part of a nine-month investigation by GateHouse Media and the Herald-Tribune will soon close its doors.
Rosemary Birthing Home made the announcement on its website this week. The decision follows a series of adverse outcomes culminating with an incident in January that severely injured a baby boy after a midwife attempted to deliver him breech.
The owner of Rosemary was previously trying to sell the business to the midwife involved in that January incident, according to a source. But citing financial concerns, the center will close instead.
Miller also filed notice of the closure with the state.
“Hearing the news that Rosemary Birthing Home is closing is a huge victory,” said Riva Majewski, who lost her daughter during an attempted home birth with a Rosemary midwife in 2016. “This brings my husband and I a great sense of relief and finally after three years, a feeling of justice for our precious Baby V.”
Harmony Miller, the owner of Rosemary, did not return calls, emails or texts seeking comment Tuesday.
On its website, the birthing center said it would continue serving clients who deliver before May 12, but referred all others to the Birth Center of St. Pete and Birthways Family Birth Center in Sarasota. Both centers have waived their registration fees for families who already paid them to Rosemary.
Birthways has already begun receiving clients as a result of the announcement, said its owner, Christina Holmes, also a state-licensed midwife.
Rosemary drew ire from some area obstetricians, who say they were overwhelmed with the number of emergency hospital transfers originating at the birthing home.
From 2007 through the end of 2017, midwives at Rosemary delivered 396 babies inside the birth center and called for hospital transfers 130 times, according to a review of annual reports filed with the Agency for Health Care Administration.
Midwives at the birth center also were calling 911 and requesting paramedics to be on “standby” — leading to a rift with local first responders.
“How many examples of bad outcomes do we need before the community, medical leadership and state leadership go ‘Now we get it’?” Kyle Garner, a physician with Gulf Coast Obstetrics and Gynecology, previously said of Rosemary’s care. “How many major complications are we going to tolerate in Sarasota?”
The birth home has a troubled history that includes at least three infant deaths, including that of Baby V, and a rash of hospital transfers. At least one of the deaths was because of a congenital heart defect and not preventable, according to that child’s mother.
In the most recent incident, which was profiled by GateHouse Media and the Herald-Tribune, midwife Jordan Shockley attempted to deliver a footling breech baby on Jan. 30 at the birth center instead of immediately consulting a physician or transferring the laboring mother to the hospital, as state regulations require.
Brenden Charles Fisher was delivered with no pulse or heartbeat and had to be revived at the hospital. He suffered severe brain damage and spent several weeks at Johns Hopkins All Children’s Hospital in St. Petersburg.
The state Department of Health launched a preliminary investigation into the incident, according to the mother, Paris Bean, who said she received calls from the agency seeking information. The department declined to confirm or deny such an investigation.
When the joint investigation, “Failure to Deliver,” was published in November, Bean said, she defended the birth center. After her experience, she said it needed to be shut down.
“I have chills from all these moms that went through a similar situation,” she said. “This can’t happen to anyone ever again.”
Rosemary Birthing Home opened in 2003 and was originally owned by state-licensed midwife Heidi Dahlborg. Miller took over in 2007. She was in the process of transferring ownership to a yet another midwife when the latest incident occurred, according to the website.
“For the last nine months we have worked toward that end,” the website said. “That is no longer happening.”
Although the website does not name the other midwife, Holmes said Shockley was the one preparing to take over the business.
Shockley started training at Rosemary as a student midwife while attending the Florida School of Traditional Midwifery, according to an earlier version of the birth center’s website. When she received her state license in November, she became a permanent part of the team.
Prior to joining Rosemary, Shockley had trained under Holmes, who said she had several concerns about the student midwife and “dismissed her” from her internship.
Holmes said she shared those concerns with both the school and with Miller.
No one at the Florida School of Traditional Midwifery, based in Gainesville, could be reached for comment late Tuesday.
Shockley also did not return a call for comment Tuesday.
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Attempted out-of-hospital birth takes tragic turn for new parents
By Emily Le Coz, Josh Salman and Lucille Sherman
Feb. 22, 2019
Paris Bean checked into Rosemary Birthing Home before the sun rose on the last Wednesday in January, excited to deliver her first child.
Paris Bean checked into Rosemary Birthing Home before the sun rose on the last Wednesday in January, excited to deliver her first child.
Two weeks past her original due date and plump from pregnancy, the 23-year-old lumbered into the freestanding birth center with her longtime partner, Jason Fisher.
The couple carried a load of clothes and blankets for the baby, a birthing kit for the midwife, several bags of ice and two homemade casseroles — enough for 25 people — to feed the entire birthing team that they expected to rally around them.
But just one person was there at the time, Bean and Fisher said.
Newly licensed midwife Jordan Shockley welcomed the couple and ushered them into a private birthing room on the first floor of the converted, historic home.
It was just past 7 a.m.
Outside, the sun cast its first light on what would be their son’s birthday. A day that turned to horror after the baby went into cardiac arrest, respiratory failure and ultimately severe brain damage from which he may never fully recover, according to the midwife’s notes and records, an EMS report, and interviews with the family and a hospital official.
A previous story in the Herald-Tribune inaccurately stated, based on information from three sources, that the baby had died. [See correction here]
Brenden Charles Fisher is still alive.
He is at Johns Hopkins All Children’s Hospital in St. Petersburg. He has a tube in his nose delivering a steady flow of oxygen. A tube in his leg administers fluids, nutrients and anti-seizure medication. Another tube in his throat provides tiny doses of breast milk in an attempt to wake up his digestive system.
He cannot swallow. His parents and nurses take turns suctioning saliva from his throat and mucous from his nose.
He doesn’t cry. His only sounds so far came from a bout of hiccups.
His long-term prognosis is unclear.
It is the latest incident at Rosemary Birthing Home, profiled last year as part of a nine-month investigation by GateHouse Media and the Herald-Tribune into the dangers of out-of-hospital births.
One of the area’s two birth centers, Rosemary has a troubled history that includes at least three deaths and a rash of hospital transfers. At least one of the deaths was due to a congenital heart defect and not preventable, according to the child’s mother.
The owner of Rosemary did not respond to an email seeking comment for this story.
When the investigation, called "Failure to Deliver,” was published in November, Bean said, she defended the birth center. Now, she said, it needs to be shut down.
“I have chills from all these moms that went through a similar situation,” she said. “This can’t happen to anyone ever again.”
‘So many things were done incorrectly’
Brenden Charles Fisher was a foot-first breech baby.
Most babies flip into a head-down position in the last weeks of pregnancy. But a small fraction do not flip and either their buttocks or feet point toward the birth canal instead. Most breech babies are delivered by cesarean section.
Shockley did not know the baby was breech when Bean checked into the birthing home that morning in active labor.
Nor did she know one hour later when she performed a vaginal exam and said she felt the baby’s head, Bean said.
She only discovered it when, after 2 p.m., she broke Bean’s water and felt a foot, according to Shockley’s notes, which Bean provided to the newspaper.
Shockley was reached by phone Thursday morning but said she was not able to immediately comment despite receiving Bean’s written consent to disclose client information. She said would call back but did not do so. She did not respond to two additional attempts to reach her.
The midwife’s own notes reflect she did not follow several state midwifery regulations prior to the baby’s traumatic delivery.
Florida regulations require midwives to perform an initial assessment at the onset of labor, including a vaginal examination to assess the baby’s presentation and position. Shockley’s notes show she did not do this. She said the exam was “declined.”
Florida regulations require midwives to refer their clients to a physician with hospital privileges if the baby has not flipped to the head down position after the 37th week of gestation. Shockley did not do this, according to her prenatal notes. There’s no mention of the baby’s position at the post-37-week appointments.
Florida regulations require midwives to refer their clients to a physician with hospital privileges if the baby’s gestational age is between 41 and 42 weeks. Shockley did not do this, according to her prenatal notes. She altered the due date instead, pushing it back by nine days less than a week before Bean was projected to give birth.
Florida regulations require midwives to consult with or transfer their clients to a physician with hospital privileges if the baby is breech during labor. Shockley did not do this, according to her labor notes. She attempted to deliver the baby herself at the birthing center.
“So many things were done incorrectly with this birth,” said Paris Bean’s mother, Nikki Bean.
‘I just can’t believe this all happened’
When Shockley felt the foot and told Bean the baby was breech, the laboring mother said she cried because she was scared. But Shockley reassured her that it wasn’t a problem, Bean recalled.
“She told me to push, and we could have the baby, and everything would be OK,” Bean said. “I just can’t believe this all happened. We were sold on this beautiful experience. I trusted her.”
Shockley noted in her report that she had an “urgent discussion” with Bean about going to the hospital at that point, but that Bean refused. Both Bean and Fisher dispute that account. They said they never refused hospitalization and would have willingly gone then if their midwife advised them to do so.
Shockley then dialed an unidentified person for advice, the couple said. When she hung up, she called 911. Her notes from the labor report state that she “activated EMS, gave report of fetal breech presentation with needs for urgent support.”
An audio recording of the 911 call sounds anything but urgent.
“I have a mom in labor, everything’s fine, but her baby is breech,” Shockley told the dispatcher. “We broke her water and found a foot, so we kinda want 911 on ... she’ll have a baby by the time they get here, but just to have them here.”
Paramedics arrived three minutes later, according to the EMS report. Some gathered in the hallway, others in the birthing room, as Shockley instructed the mother to push, Bean and Fisher recalled.
“The main EMT said, ‘She shouldn’t push. We need to go right now,’” Fisher said. “But Jordan said, ‘No, just push.’ The arguing went on for it seems like forever.”
Neither the midwife’s labor notes nor the EMS record mentions an argument. The EMS record states simply: “Decision made to continue delivery at birthing center.”
But it appears paramedics broke their own protocol, established in 2015 in response to previous such incidents with out-of-hospital midwives.
“Licensed midwives attending childbirths at birthing centers or private residences are not healthcare professionals,” according to the Sarasota County EMS Handbook for Community Protocols. “Respond, assess, stabilize and transport the mother and/or newborn to an appropriate Resource Hospital. Staging at the birthing center and engaging in discussions with the midwife are not authorized.”
Sarasota Fire and EMS Chief Michael Regnier refused to answer questions directly related to that incident. He said each case is different.
The EMTs stayed at the birthing center for nearly 30 minutes, records show, while Shockley attempted to the deliver the baby herself.
According to her labor notes:
At 2:54 p.m., a foot emerged.
At 2:56 p.m., both feet and calves emerged.
At 2:59 p.m., Shockley claims she again advised her client of the need for urgent transport. Bean and Fisher strongly deny the midwife ever encouraged them to go to the hospital.
At 3 p.m., the buttocks emerged covered in meconium — the baby’s first stool.
At 3:02 p.m., the midsection emerged.
At 3:07 p.m., the arms emerged.
At 3:08 p.m., the head remained stuck and Shockley again claims she expressed an urgency to transport. Again, the couple denied this.
At 3:10 p.m., Bean is moved to the stretcher to begin transport to Sarasota Memorial Hospital.
‘There was a protocol, and I broke it’
Bean was on her back on the stretcher with a portion of her baby dangling from her vagina. Shockley got on the stretcher with her. Paramedics loaded them into the ambulance and left Rosemary at 3:13 p.m.
While en route to Sarasota Memorial Hospital, paramedics noticed the baby’s exposed umbilical cord stopped pulsing, the report states. This means it was no longer delivering blood and oxygen to the brain. They also discovered the mother’s placenta had detached.
They cut the cord and began chest compressions on the baby, with his head still lodged behind his mother’s pubic bone. Bean said she reached out and held her son’s hand.
The baby went into cardiac arrest at 3:18 p.m., according to the EMS report.
Back at the birth center, Fisher was standing in a daze on the street, he said. The ambulance had left him behind. He was covered in blood and meconium, unsure what to do. Eventually, someone took him to the hospital.
Mother and midwife arrived at Sarasota Memorial Hospital at 3:21 p.m., according to hospital spokeswoman Kim Savage, who had permission from the family to discuss their case with the media.
Shockley went into a waiting area while staff wheeled Bean into a room. After several attempts to have Bean push out the baby, the staff gave her a third-degree episiotomy — cutting her from the anus to the vagina — and pulled out her baby.
It was 3:29 p.m. Brenden was limp and unresponsive, Savage said in an email.
“He was in cardiac and respiratory failure at birth. His APGAR score at one minute after birth was zero,” Savage said in the email. “It increased to a 3 within five minutes and remained a 3 at 10 minutes.”
An APGAR score rates the baby’s condition at birth on a scale from 0-10, with 0 being lifeless and 10 being healthy. Midwives are required to submit that information to the state on their annual reports. Shockley noted in her labor report the baby’s 10-minute score was 4.
“His neurologic assessment was abnormal and consistent with severe hypoxic encephalopathy,” Savage added, referring to the brain damage that occurs when a person is deprived of oxygen.
The neonatal intensive care team resuscitated the baby and restored his heartbeat, but he was unable to breathe on his own and needed to be intubated, Savage said in the email. The team also began immediate cooling treatment, lowering his body temperature in an attempt to reduce brain damage. He was transferred three hours later to Johns Hopkins All Children’s Hospital in St. Petersburg.
“They told me before they took him,” Fisher said, ”If he makes it through the night, he will never wake up again. He’s totally brain dead.’”
While sitting in the hospital waiting room with Shockley, Fisher said he asked her what happened.
“She told me, ‘There was a protocol, and I broke it,’” he said.
Bean’s sister, Sadiee Bean, said she asked the midwife the same question later that night.
“She was telling me a bit of what happened and said, ‘I’ve seen so many beautiful breech birth videos on Instagram, and I just thought this was going to be one of those,’” said Sadiee Bean. “She was very emotional. She kept saying, ‘This is the worst night of my life.’”
‘I’m very frustrated with Rosemary’
Shockley had been Sadiee Bean’s midwife, too, delivering the woman’s son in October as an assistant to licensed midwife Harmony Miller, who owns Rosemary Birthing Home. It was an uncomplicated delivery, and the baby was born healthy and pink.
At the time, Shockley was a still a student midwife.
State regulations require student midwives be under the direct supervision of a preceptor during their clinical training, including when they conduct prenatal visits and deliver babies. Both Sadiee and Paris Bean said Shockley did all their prenatal appointments alone.
Shockley received her midwifery license from the state on Nov. 5, less than three months before attempting to deliver Paris Bean’s breech baby without another licensed midwife present.
The Bean sisters knew Shockley was a student but assumed everything had been done by the books.
Bean chose to deliver her baby at Rosemary on the recommendation of friends and family, including her sister, who chose an out-of-hospital birth after a bad experience at Sarasota Memorial Hospital two years ago this month.
The hospital staff were bossy and rude, refused to let her change positions, and caused her to break her tailbone during delivery, the family said.
“While I’m very frustrated with Rosemary, I do want to express that the hospital’s rigid rules and cold practices and standards are why so many mothers are seeking birthing home births,” said their mother, Nikki Bean. “These birthing homes wouldn’t be in business if hospitals were doing a better job of meeting these mothers’ needs.”
‘I just knew something wasn’t right’
This is not the first time midwives with Rosemary Birthing Home failed to adequately determine a baby’s position, according to state records that show at least one other instance since 2016 when an “unplanned breech” delivery occurred. Birth center owner and licensed midwife Harmony Miller oversaw that delivery, records show.
Miller also oversaw the attempted delivery of another unplanned breech baby in January 2014, said Jennifer Smith, who accompanied her pregnant daughter to the birthing home where she labored for hours without progress.
“I just knew something wasn’t right,” Smith said.
Smith said she eventually encouraged her daughter to go to the hospital over the objections of Miller, whom she said had assured them everything was fine.
When they arrived at Sarasota Memorial Hospital, staff confirmed the baby was in the breech position and needed to be delivered by C-section, Smith said. Baby Cooper was born on New Year’s Day, pink and healthy.
Annual reports submitted to the state by Rosemary Birthing Home show a patient transferred to the hospital during labor for failure to progress the same day.
Smith said she reported the incident to the Florida Department of Health, which regulates licensed midwives under its Council for Licensed Midwifery. But she said she never heard back.
“How did she not know this baby was breech?” Smith said. “My concern is that she doesn’t pay attention to her patients.”
Rosemary Birthing Home opened in 2003 and changed ownership in 2007. Its midwives offer prenatal care, labor and delivery, postnatal care and family education. Deliveries occur both inside the birth center and at the clients’ homes.
It is one of two freestanding birth centers in Sarasota. Birthways Family Birth Center is the other. Together, they called 911 for more emergency transfers than almost anywhere else in Florida. During the past three years, one-third of local home and birth center deliveries ended at the hospital.
The emergencies prompted paramedics to change how they respond to calls from birth centers, while distraught staff at Sarasota Memorial Hospital began tracking the transfers themselves.
“Many of these women have been in labor for three or four days,” John Abu, a physician who heads Sarasota Memorial’s emergency obstetrics, told the newspaper last year. “They’re exhausted. They’re terrified. They have a fever and higher rate of infection.”
‘They essentially told me he would be a vegetable’
Nikki Bean raced from Parrish to Sarasota Memorial after getting a text from Fisher that something had gone wrong during her daughter’s delivery.
When she arrived, her daughter was in surgery having her episiotomy laceration repaired and her grandson was in the newborn intensive care unit.
Frantic for an update, she texted the midwife.
“I’m here with the baby,” Shockley replied.
“Is the prognosis still the same?” Nikki Bean texted.
“Yes,” Shockley said.
“No brain activity. Is that what they’re saying,” Nikki Bean asked.
“Yes,” Shockley replied, before informing her that the baby has “always had a heart rate.”
The text did not disclose that the baby had gone into cardiac arrest and the hospital performed chest compressions to restore his heartbeat after he was delivered.
Three hours after his emergency delivery, the baby was transferred to All Children’s Hospital by helicopter. Fisher was given the option to accompany his son or stay with his wife, who needed to recover from her surgery overnight at Sarasota Memorial.
“I stayed with Paris,” he said, “since they essentially told me he would be a vegetable.”
Shockley visited her client the next morning in Bean’s hospital room. She brought flowers, snacks, kombucha, coconut water and amethyst. Nikki Bean and Fisher had to leave the room. They said they couldn’t stand to look at her.
“When she came up to talk to us, I feel like she was looking for somebody to comfort her, to make her feel better about the decisions that she had made,” Nikki Bean said. “My jaw just dropped. I felt like I was talking to a high school student, not a medical professional or someone who was capable in her skills.”
Shockley has continued to reach out to Paris Bean in the weeks since the incident, but Bean said she has stopped responding. She no longer wants to communicate with the midwife. She said she is angry, upset, betrayed.
“The whole thing is just so sad and ridiculous,” Bean said. “Even all the doctors here say it’s 100 percent because of how the birthing went.”
‘This whole thing was avoidable’
Bean and Fisher have spent every day since then by their son’s side at All Children’s Hospital, where he remains connected to machines to keep him sustained.
Baby Bean, as his parents affectionately call him, has made steady improvements since Feb. 7, when doctors recommended they consider removing life support because he had no brain activity.
That was on a Thursday.
The couple took the weekend to think it over and wait for the results of the next MRI. The results came back that Monday: There was brain activity.
In another sign of good news, Brenden started to breathe some on his own. So the care team gradually reduced the ventilator until they were able to shut it off entirely. The oxygen he receives now keeps his lungs expanded but does not breathe for him.
“Until he started making improvements, I was feeling so guilty and so awful about myself,” Fisher said. “Now we’re just focused on him getting better. We’re taking it day by day.”
Best-case scenario, doctors told them, is that Brenden goes home in another six weeks. What that looks like when they get there, no one can say. But nobody mentions the worst-case scenario anymore.
Brenden was 9.9 pounds and 22 inches at birth. With deep blue eyes and a shock of red hair, he resembles a photo of his infant father taken 37 years ago.
“We’re Irish,” Fisher said with a grin.
Fisher was sitting in the dimmed room near his son’s crib Tuesday morning. Every few minutes, he rose to check the baby, who lay silently on a blanket next to a crocheted octopus gifted by a hospital volunteer.
Bean sat nearby, looking tired but determined. The couple hasn’t been home in three weeks. They spend all day at the hospital and sleep at the Ronald McDonald House down the street.
“We are well taken care of here,” Bean said about All Children’s Hospital. “We feel very blessed. They all love Brenden. They hold his hand and they come in and sing to him and play guitars. They all check up on us and make sure we’re OK. It’s nice to be surrounded by such kind people.”
A nurse entered the room and smiled. She approached the crib and swaddled Brenden in a blanket, then handed him to his mother. Bean cradled the baby as the nurse attached the tube in his mouth to a little machine that drips breast milk into his stomach. Bean has been pumping her milk for Brenden, hoping one day to feed him herself.
She looked down at her son and smiled.
“Once we get home there will be an emotional release,” she said, “but I have had to hold my emotions in for him and focus on him and his growth.”
They closed their business and sole source of income, The Green Bean Coffee House on Bradenton Road in Sarasota, because neither one wants to leave their baby’s side. They don’t know how they’ll manage financially, especially once the medical bills roll in.
They started a GoFundMe page to help cover Brenden’s medical care and physical therapy, as well as to help them reopen the coffee shop when they return. The goal is $100,000. They had raised $1,226 as of Thursday.
Bean and Fisher try to remain positive. They want to believe their son will keep beating the odds and live a full life. But the whole family has a long road ahead, one fraught with uncertainty, unanswered questions and a lot of emotions to process.
“Every time I look at my grandson I well up with so much anger,” Nikki Bean said, “because this whole thing was avoidable had Jordan followed the rules.”
No justice for empty-armed parents
By Josh Salman and Lucille Sherman
Feb. 16, 2019
Two midwives profiled in a GateHouse Media investigation into out-of-hospital births will face no future punishment after babies died under their care.
Florida’s Board of Nursing restored the credentials this month for Cynthia Denbow, a certified nurse midwife in the Panhandle who failed to call for a timely hospital transfer after learning of a baby’s breech position during an attempted birth center delivery in December 2017, according to the state’s complaint.
Licensed midwife Ivy Hummon also can continue delivering babies with no consequence for her role in the unexpected death of a baby girl during a March 2016 home birth in Sarasota, the baby’s family was recently notified.
Experts point to the preventable deaths of Baby Franklin and Baby Vayden as further evidence of a system with no accountability for midwives following tragic out-of-hospital birth outcomes.
Like most states, Florida has rules that regulate both nurse and non-nurse midwives. But physicians, hospital administrators, medical malpractice attorneys and a growing group of grieving parents say the state has not done enough — and continues to stand pat while babies die.
“We see a problem holding (midwives) accountable when substandard care is practiced,” said Kyle Garner, a physician with Gulf Coast Obstetrics and Gynecology in Sarasota. “But we are powerless to affect it. There is no political follow-through.”
Home births and birth center deliveries have exploded in popularity across Florida, part of a national movement among mothers seeking a more natural approach.
During the past two decades, out-of-hospital deliveries in Florida spiked more than 125 percent — and nowhere is the trend more pronounced than Sarasota. The county’s out-of-hospital birth rate is more than double the statewide average.
But an ongoing GateHouse Media and Sarasota Herald-Tribune investigation found these deliveries are up to eight times more deadly than traditional hospital births. And after unexpected tragedies, families are left with little recourse for justice.
“We have seen more of these out-of-hospital births over time, but we’re in a tough situation,” said Thomas Searle, an obstetrician with OB-GYN Associates in St. Augustine, a city that’s experienced at least three out-of-hospital birth tragedies in recent years.
“The hospitals are obligated to pick up the pieces,” he said. “We have no leverage — even in our local community — to change the climate. We just have to wait until they bring their clients to us, and that’s usually through the ER.”
Panhandle midwife returns to work
Athena Riley and her husband had been trying to conceive for more than four years with no luck.
So when the couple from Destin learned they were expecting their first child in 2017, they thought it was a miracle.
“We were just so happy and excited,” Riley said. “It was just such an exciting time for us to know we could bring a child into this world.”
They named their son Franklin, like his father, grandfather and great-grandfather. The expectant couple went on nature walks, did prenatal yoga and took trips to the beach. They considered it a “dream pregnancy.”
But everything changed when they checked into the birth center on a cold and rainy December night in 2017.
The state’s complaint says Denbow did not perform a timely vaginal examination, was late to call for a hospital transfer and encouraged Riley to continue pushing after discovering the baby’s breech position. Physicians at Fort Walton Beach Medical Center tried to perform an emergency cesarean section and rushed the baby to the neonatal intensive care unit for resuscitation. They could not save the little boy.
The Florida Department of Health secured an emergency suspension against Denbow’s nursing license last year, and the midwife closed her birth center, Gentle Birth Options.
In its complaint, the state also says the midwife made false “representations” to the expectant parents regarding her hospital privileges and physician partnerships.
But an administrative law judge recommended in late December that the state dismiss its case against the Niceville midwife, ruling there was not enough “clear and convincing evidence” to uphold the allegations.
The judge was especially critical of the state’s witness, an expert on hospital labor and deliveries unfamiliar with birth center protocols. Most certified nurse midwives in Florida work alongside doctors in hospitals, Denbow being an exception.
Florida’s Board of Nursing followed the judge’s recommendation this month.
Suzanne Hurley, an attorney representing Denbow and a home birth advocate, previously told GateHouse Media the parents were just “looking for someone to blame” and that their baby would have died anyway. She tried to stop the grieving mother from making a victim’s statement before the nursing board and pushed responsibility onto the hospital.
“I’m very disappointed in the Department of Health for filing this case,” Hurley told the board at a Central Florida golf resort.
Riley also filed a medical malpractice lawsuit against Denbow, which was settled for an undisclosed sum in January.
She said she felt helpless as she left the Board of Nursing meeting, sobbing in her husband’s arms as the midwife was told she could return to work.
“There is no question — zero question — that this baby would have survived had a timely C-section been done,” said Riley’s attorney, Virginia Buchanan, in an earlier interview. “There was nothing wrong with their baby — he was healthy and full term.”
Sarasota midwife to face no punishment
It took Riva Majewski more than two years to face her trauma and file a formal complaint against midwife Ivy Hummon.
When Majewski completed the paperwork, she was surprised to learn in January that the state had already reviewed her daughter’s death — and found no wrongdoing or negligence.
Majewski chose a home birth with midwives from Rosemary Birthing Center in Sarasota to deliver her expectant daughter, Vayden. An ode to the way her mother gave birth to her some three decades earlier, Majewski planned a water birth in her Sarasota condominium.
During the March 2016 delivery, more than three hours passed before the midwives checked Majewski’s cervix, police records show. Baby Vayden’s shoulders were stuck in the birth canal. But Hummon let the first-time mother continue laboring for hours without calling emergency responders for help.
When they finally pulled out the baby girl, she was blue and limp. Vayden never cried or took a breath.
Majewski, who provided her birth records to GateHouse Media, says midwives at the birth center were not transparent about the potential risks associated with her weight and the size of her fetus, warning signs for shoulder dystocia. They also did not report Majewski and her baby’s hospital transfers to the state as required, records show.
“Just as we were welcoming our beautiful, most perfect baby girl into the world, we unexpectedly had to say goodbye,” Majewski wrote her friends on Facebook. “Our hearts are shattered. I cannot even attempt to know how to deal with the tragic loss of my precious daughter.”
Following a GateHouse Media investigation of her daughter’s death, Majewski decided to formally complain against Hummon, who had previously been on licensure probation over poor patient care due to a prior, unrelated incident.
The Department of Health sent a letter to Majewski in late January that a complaint had already been made on her behalf.
“The information was reviewed by a consultant that is licensed and knowledgeable of the acceptable standard of care for the practitioner,” according to the Jan. 29 letter from Department of Health investigation specialist Megan Gutsch. “After careful review of the records provided, the consultant determined the midwife in question followed the standard of care with concerns to shoulder dystocia.”
But the state never contacted Majewski to hear her side of the story. She had no idea state regulators were even looking into it.
The letter also said the department’s “Consumer Service Unit” had no authority over the midwife’s failure to report Vayden’s death.
Because the state did not open an administrative complaint, the details of the review are sealed and confidential — even to the mother.
“If there are any complaints that are still being investigated or have been closed without a finding of probable cause then the department can neither confirm nor deny (the) existence of those complaints and any information regarding the case and investigation is confidential and exempt from public record,” DOH spokesman Brad Dalton said in an email statement.
Rosemary owner Harmony Miller did not return phone calls and emails for this story. She previously declined to comment on the details of Majewski’s delivery, citing federal patient privacy laws.
Hummon, the midwife overseeing Majewski’s home birth, also could not be reached.
Majewski, meanwhile, is still looking for answers.
“I’m not OK with that letter,” she said. “That can’t be the end of this.”
“I don’t even know what else to do.”
‘Shame on our health system’
Experts say the two cases illustrate broader problems with the state’s inability — or unwillingness — to hold midwives accountable following tragic outcomes.
The Florida Department of Health oversees certified nurse midwives through its Board of Nursing. The state regulates non-nurse midwives through its Council of Licensed Midwifery. Physicians, lawmakers and other medical industry experts say the system is toothless.
Since fiscal year 2007, patients have filed 170 complaints against licensed midwives — for issues ranging from administering prescriptions without proper authorization to patient injuries and fetal deaths.
It was rare for the state to take any serious action.
While 112 cases were considered “legally sufficient,” just 36 administrative complaints were opened, according to a review of Medical Quality Assurance Annual Reports.
And state regulators revoked just one license, while another six voluntarily surrendered theirs after facing allegations.
With nurse midwives, GateHouse Media identified 953 records for CNMs of all statuses in Florida as of November 2018. Of those, just 25 were found to have disciplinary or administrative action filed.
The Council for Licensed Midwifery developed a report to document patient care and outcomes. But for years, the forms were voluntary.
The state’s first effort to provide a more comprehensive picture of midwifery in Florida came as an optional survey in 2007. For five full years, not a single midwife in the state responded.
That means government officials had little way of monitoring patient loads, hospital transfers and preventable tragedies.
Midwives ramped up participation in fiscal year 2015-16, when about 38 percent completed an annual report. But they continued to understate deaths and filed transfer numbers on a practice-wide basis rather than requiring a form for each provider, according to a GateHouse Media analysis.
The Department of Health and the Council of Licensed Midwifery defended the state’s oversight of out-of-hospital births.
“Licensed midwives are medical professionals and the department regulates and investigates their work using the same methods we use for every other medical professional,” Kama Monroe, executive director of Florida’s Council of Licensed Midwifery, wrote in an email statement in August. “This has been true since we began regulating the profession in 1982 and remains true today.”
The agency said the annual reports were only “intended to help provide an overview” of the industry and emphasized the recent campaign to boost participation.
“The Council has been much more aggressive in its efforts to get as close to full compliance as possible,” Monroe said in the statement. “Last year, our efforts included letters, repeated emails to each non-reporting midwife, and a personal phone call before we referred the remaining cases for enforcement.”
A new law that went into effect last year requires midwives to submit adverse incident reports within 15 days of any out-of-hospital delivery that went south.
To date, not a single midwife has returned a form, according to the health department.
One prominent Tampa physician called the state’s oversight of midwives in Florida a “loosely run playroom.”
“I think the public is ignorant to what they’re getting with a licensed midwife,” W. Gregory Wilkerson, the Tampa obstetrician-gynecologist, told GateHouse Media last year. “It has gone on for way too long.”
“Shame on our health system for not monitoring this and allowing it to happen.”
Birthing center bill clears state Senate panel
By Emily Le Coz, Josh Salman and Lucille Sherman
A bill that would expand the scope of practice for freestanding birth centers has cleared a key committee in the Florida Senate despite pushback from hospitals.
The legislation would allow freestanding birth centers to begin offering cesarean sections and vaginal birth after previous C-section deliveries, which are not allowed under current birth centers rules. The measure swept through the Senate committee on Health Policy on Monday.
Oklahoma nurse midwife has license revoked, continues to practice unregulated
By Lucille Sherman, Emily Le Coz and Josh Salman
Dec. 21, 2018
An Oklahoma midwife who lost her nursing license in November after back-to-back infant deaths continues to practice, the result of the state’s lack of regulations on out-of-hospital midwifery, GateHouse Media has learned.
The Oklahoma Board of Nursing revoked Dawn Karlin’s certified nurse midwife license on Nov. 8. One day later, Karlin changed her business title and kept practicing – this time as a certified professional midwife.
Oklahoma does not regulate certified professional midwives or any other non-nurse midwife. Anyone can call themselves a midwife and provide services without rules or oversight.
Karlin declined to comment.
The Board of Nursing filed a complaint against Karlin of Moments of Bliss Midwifery Services in August, shortly after GateHouse Media began investigating the two fatal attempted home births she oversaw – one in November 2016; the other in January 2017.
The reporting was part of a nine-month investigation called “Failure to Deliver” that found planned out-of-hospital births with a midwife are more dangerous than those at the hospital.
As a result of the information GateHouse Media discovered about Karlin, the board was able to take action, said former state Sen. Ervin Yen, an anesthesiologist who first brought concerns about the midwife to the board in 2017. He was able to provide additional knowledge based on GateHouse Media’s reporting.
“If you hadn’t uncovered that,” Yen said, “there very well might never have been a hearing.”
Karlin denied responsibility for either death in her response to the complaint.
One day after the board revoked her license, Karlin launched a new website – Bliss Birth Services – and removed the word “nurse” from her title. She continues to provide out-of-hospital midwifery services as a certified professional midwife.
Certified nurse midwives – who are credentialed by the certification body for members of the American College of Nurse-Midwives, the American Midwifery Certification Board, and hold a master’s degree in midwifery – are licensed in Oklahoma, just as they are in every state except Hawaii. Only 5 percent of certified nurse midwives practice outside of a hospital.
Certified professional midwives, by contrast, are credentialed by the North American Registry of Midwives and must have a minimum of a high school diploma and either attend a midwifery school or complete an apprenticeship, as well as pass a test. CPMs work mainly outside the hospital. Karlin’s website shows she obtained her certification in October, after the state filed charges.
Because Oklahoma does not regulate non-nurse midwives, Karlin was able to keep practicing without having to apply for a new professional license or answer to a new board. She has an office located in Oklahoma City, according to her website.
A GateHouse Media analysis of Centers for Disease Control and Prevention data showed that out-of-hospital births attended by non-nurse midwives have nearly double the infant mortality rate of those attended by certified nurse midwives.
The out-of-hospital birth rate in Oklahoma is 1.3 percent, which is less than the national average of 1.5 percent. It remains one of a dozen states where unlicensed, unregulated non-nurse midwives can handle out-of-hospital deliveries.
More than 5,000 babies were born outside a hospital in Oklahoma in the past decade, according to data from the CDC. Three-fourths of them were delivered by a midwife, the majority of whom were not certified nurses.
The cases that led to Karlin’s license revocation began in the spring of 2016, when the midwife accepted two new home-birth clients. Both had previous deliveries by Cesarean section, according to state records – making their deliveries high-risk.
Vaginal birth after C-section – or VBAC – carries a roughly 1 percent risk of uterine rupture, which is fatal to both mother and baby if not treated immediately. Nine states ban home-birth VBACs. Oklahoma is not one of them.
Neither mother got her home birth. The first one noticed signs of trouble more than three weeks before her due date and reached out to Karlin for guidance.
“Is the baby going to be OK?” the client asked her midwife in a text message at 4:47 a.m. on Nov. 7, 2016, as shown in state records.
After laboring in pain for days, the mother went to the hospital. The obstetrician, Nancy Bishop, couldn’t find the baby’s heartbeat and performed an emergency C-section.
Bishop later testified that the baby was “wedged” inside the mother, with his arm and knee positioned to come down the birth canal first, making it difficult to deliver the baby even by C-section. Bishop testified that VBACs should only be considered if the baby’s head is presenting.
When he was delivered, the baby was resuscitated. He was covered in thick meconium – an infant’s first stool – and the umbilical cord was wrapped around his neck five times. He was transferred to another Oklahoma City hospital and died the next day. Bishop testified that if Karlin had taken “timely and appropriate actions,” the baby would have lived.
Two months later, Karlin attempted a VBAC delivery for the second client. The mother was one week past her due date, according to state records. She showed signs of pre-eclampsia and labored for a total of 30 hours.
When Karlin couldn’t find the baby's heartbeat, she transferred the mother to the hospital, where the baby was delivered via C-section. But it was too late. The baby was stillborn. The mother’s placenta ruptured, which can deprive the baby of oxygen.
Karlin testified in the Nov. 8 hearing that she did not consider either mother high-risk. Karlin also told the board the first mother labored at home for days because she did not want to go to the hospital, but she “no longer accepts patients for a primary VBAC delivery.”
In both cases, the nursing board found that Karlin failed to “adequately and appropriately monitor” and “timely transfer” mother and baby to the hospital.
A certified nurse midwife who served as an expert witness testified in the hearing that in both cases, Karlin’s care for the patients fell below the minimum standard and contributed to both babies’ deaths.
Karlin denied that her care was outside the scope of her practice or “provided in an unsafe manner."
The back-to-back deaths at the time had caught the attention of Yen, who said he went to the nursing board with the information.
“The nursing board started investigating a year and a half ago,” Yen said. “But (it) didn’t have enough information to subpoena records until GateHouse Media uncovered some information that they were able to use.”
The board of nursing was not immediately available for comment.
The deaths also spurred Yen to introduced two pieces of legislation in 2017. The first bill would have made it unlawful for anyone who isn’t a certified nurse midwife to call themselves a midwife or practice as one. Four states – Kentucky, North Carolina, Illinois and Georgia, along with the District of Columbia – allow only certified nurse midwives to practice.
The second bill would have banned midwives from performing VBACs outside of a hospital.
He also introduced a third piece of related legislation in the 2018 session that would have regulated one type of non-nurse midwife and banned them from overseeing VBACs, breech or multiple births outside of a hospital.
Not one of the bills made it out of committee. Yen lost his re-election bid in the June primary.
“In my opinion, if there are babies dying, you’ve got to do something,” Yen said. “You’ve got to speak out.”
Less than one month after losing her license, Karlin announced on Bliss Birth Services’ Facebook page she had delivered her first baby under her new business. The Facebook account appeared to be deleted on Thursday, however, shortly GateHouse Media reached out to Karlin.
“Bliss Birth Services is super excited to have welcomed BlissBaby#1 in the early morning hours yesterday!” the now-deleted post said.
Correction: A previous version of this story said certified nurse midwives are credentialed by the American College of Nurse-Midwives. They are not. Certified nurse midwives are credentialed by the American Midwifery Certification Board.
Top NARM official under state scrutiny
By Emily Le Coz, Josh Salman and Lucille Sherman
Dec. 18, 2018
A top official at the North American Registry of Midwives – the credentialing body for the largest group of non-nurse midwives in the country – is under scrutiny by the state of Georgia after a GateHouse Media investigation found her practicing unlawfully.
The Georgia Board of Nursing confirmed Monday it is reviewing information reported in the series, called “Failure to Deliver,” to determine whether Debbie Pulley is in violation of the board’s law and rules. If so, it said it will issue her a cease-and-desist order.
Georgia Rule 511-5-1-.02 says “no person shall practice midwifery, or hold himself or herself out to the public as a midwife, unless that person has a current certification from the Georgia Board of Nursing to practice as a Certified Nurse-Midwife.”
Pulley is not a certified nurse midwife. She is a certified professional midwife, a credential provided by North American Registry of Midwives to those who complete a midwifery program or apprenticeship and pass a capability test.
Pulley, who oversees public education and outreach for NARM, advertises her services under the name Atlanta Birth Care and acknowledges in her bio and her informed consent document that her credentials aren’t recognized in Georgia.
She did not respond to multiple requests for comment regarding her unlawful status.
Certified professional midwives are not required to have nursing degrees – most do not – and some have no more than a high school diploma.
Twelve states do not recognize or regulate certified professional midwives. Four states and the District of Columbia ban them. Yet several hundred of NARM’s 2,200 members are located in these states – including nearly 100 in areas where they are banned, according to the organization’s most recent annual report.
NARM shields those midwives by denying the public access to its roster. Pulley told GateHouse Media in a previous interview that releasing that information could jeopardize those who violate state laws or regulations.
“We don’t know necessarily where they’re practicing,” she said at the time. “We don’t care to find out.”
Planned births outside the hospital nearly doubled nationally in the past decade, but it’s a deadlier practice than hospital deliveries, and a loose patchwork of state laws leaves families little recourse when something goes wrong.
GateHouse Media, along with the Sarasota Herald-Tribune, spent nine months investigating the out-of-hospital birth industry. Reporters interviewed more than 100 mothers, midwives, physicians, attorneys, lawmakers and researchers. They read thousands of pages of disciplinary records, regulations, lawsuits and studies. They analyzed state and national birth and infant death data. They crisscrossed the country, visiting birth centers and hospitals, and even followed a mother through her home birth.
How a birth center delivery devastated a Florida family
By Emily Le Coz, Josh Salman and Lucille Sherman
Everything was coming together for Melinda Pino and her husband, Shawn McKee. The couple just settled into a new home with wide hallways and doors – perfect for the wheelchair their daughter would need.
Caring for a toddler with severe brain damage was tolling, but the little girl who wasn’t supposed to make it out of the hospital started to seem more alert. They began researching special needs schools, stem cell therapy and machines to help her walk. For the first time since Madeleine’s birth, the young parents could see a future.
They felt so confident about her progress that they turned off her precautionary breathing equipment one February night. She died in her sleep. Three days before her third birthday.
“She saw an opportunity and that was it,” McKee said. “Three years that felt like a lifetime.”
Maddie suffered from cerebral palsy , the result of oxygen loss during a delivery with a licensed midwife at a Florida birth center.
Maddie spent much of her life in and out of the hospital, racking up more than $1 million in medical fees. She ate through tubes that fed food directly into her intestines. She endured a dozen seizures every day and required round-the-clock care. A common cold would develop into pneumonia, then a collapsed lung and another eventual death scare.
Licensed midwife Deborah Jacobs Marin noticed signs of distress during the February 2010 delivery. But she let the first-time mother push for four more hours without calling for help, even after losing the baby’s heartbeat, according to a lawsuit filed by the family .
Marin denied the allegations in a court document but agreed to a settlement for an undisclosed sum . She did not return three calls for comment.
Despite those legal woes and a previous, unrelated reprimand from the Florida Department of Health, Marin still works at the same South Florida birth center.
After Maddie’s death, the family moved to Arizona, where they’re raising three healthy children.
But pictures on the beige walls are all Isabella, Adeleine, and Christopher have to remember their oldest sister.
“I still don’t compute in my head how this happened,” Pino said. “Thank God we had my daughter for three years.”
Maddie’s birth came on one of those rare mornings Miami drops below 50 degrees. A week overdue, Pino took a hot shower to help ease the contractions.
During her 45-minute ride to the Hollywood Birth Center in Broward County, Pino was passing hospitals and remembered wanting to just stop. By 8 a.m., she was 8 centimeters dilated. At the birth center, she got right into the warm tub to labor.
But Pino’s progression slowed.
She forgot breakfast, and by now, she was hungry. But she couldn’t swallow. She couldn’t even catch her breath. The pain was unbearable.
Three hours later, Marin – the midwife leading the delivery – broke her water. Pino could not stop pushing. The baby was turtling, her head popping in and out.
“She said, ‘You can’t have this baby here – we need to go to a hospital,’” Pino said. “I didn’t want to move, it was too painful.”
But the midwife didn’t call 911.
“She gave us 15 more minutes – that turned into a few hours,” Pino said. “You hire these people to guide you. I’ve never done this before. I don’t know what point the situation becomes an emergency. That’s not the job of the mother.”
She went down on all fours – and the baby started to come out.
Maddie’s hand was stuck near her face. The newborn was covered in thick, pea soup meconium, which stained her fingernails yellow. She didn’t cry. She was purple and not breathing. The only thing keeping the infant alive was a beating heart.
When paramedics arrived, they loaded Maddie into an ambulance, her father by her side.
An annual report filed with Florida’s Agency for Health Care Administration confirms the birth center transferred a newborn in poor condition on Feb. 26, 2010, for breathing problems and ingested meconium.
Back at the birth center, Pino started nodding off and said the midwife slapped her to wake up.
She remembered getting up to use the bathroom, a trail of blood leading back to the bed. The sheets were soaked and stained.
“It looked like a murder scene,” she said.
Joe DiMaggio Children’s Hospital was five minutes away. Maddie’s eyes were twitching back and forth; her breathing sporadic. But medical staff estimated she would be home by the end of the weekend.
The next day brought devastating news. The baby had seizure activity from apparent brain damage. The official diagnosis was hypoxic-ischemic encephalopathy, according to provided medical documents . During the prolonged delivery, the fetus lost her supply of blood and oxygen, killing vital brain cells.
Maddie would never live a normal life.
Physicians prescribed Phenobarbital, a powerful and sedative seizure medication. The mother and her daughter shared skin-to-skin kangaroo time, and took newborn pictures. Then they stuffed Maddie’s face with more tubes.
“The recommendation from doctors was just to let her die,” Pino said. “They told me to let her be an angel.”
Maddie spent the first six weeks of her life in the neonatal intensive care unit. There was a lot of testing, trial and error. They would constantly switch medicines and tinker with doses. Several times, physicians urged the family to sign a do-not-resuscitate order.
“That was not an option for us,” Melinda said. “We couldn’t just let her go.”
The doctors at Joe DiMaggio Hospital told the family there was nothing else they could do, but the parents wanted a second opinion, so they worked with insurance to have Maddie transferred by ambulance to Miami Children’s. Physicians at the new hospital gave them more time.
The couple lived in in their daughter’s hospital room. No social life – their daughter’s nurses, doctors and specialists became their only friends. In the hospital’s pharmacy, they’d be confused for employees. They knew the good pastries were kept in the surgery center and which floors stashed the best coffee.
At Pino’s suggestion, doctors eventually took Maddie off the seizure meds.
All of a sudden, she gained reflexes. They started oral feeding therapy. And speech therapy. And pulmonary therapy. Anything to get her to latch or swallow.
They battled pneumonias, a collapsed lung and acid reflux. A good stretch would mean five days without a death scare.
“There were no options – at least, no good options,” McKee said. “The first year to 18 months was pretty much survival mode. It’s like being in a war zone, real life or death situations, and you’re just trying to make it to the next milestone. There was no end in sight.”
By July, Maddie stabilized. The first-time parents could finally bring home their daughter. But not without feeding pumps, an oxygen tank, suction machines and nurse care.
Within six months, she was back in the hospital with a cold. The family went straight from New Year’s Eve fireworks to the emergency room. This time, she was intubated for 11 days and put on life-support.
During Maddie’s hospitalization, McKee was laid off from his job at a dietary company.
“I remember thinking, ‘Good – that’s great,’” Pino said. “‘We’re going to need this time because we might not be taking a baby home with us.’”
The couple also used the opportunity to get married. During a shift change at the hospital, they dashed to her father’s house, where their stepmother wed them in the kitchen. That night, the family celebrated with an impromptu dinner at Red Lobster.
But there was no honeymoon. The newlyweds spent the rest of the night with their daughter in intensive care.
Maddie’s condition eventually improved. Physicians prescribed Methadone to wean her off some of the other medications, and the strong narcotics were working. At one point, Maddie grabbed her father by the ears and pulled him toward her face. It was the most interaction they’d ever seen.
In February, the family celebrated Maddie’s first birthday at home.
She was never hospitalized again.
“We started a new life at home – with a kid with severe medical needs,” Pino said. “We just isolated ourselves.”
The oxygen levels often dipped in their bedrooms, so on most nights, Maddie slept in the living room, her mother on an air mattress beside her.
The family moved out of their townhome and purchased a new house – with wide doors and hallways – planning for Maddie’s future in a wheelchair. The new place was right down the street from a hospital and 10 minutes to therapy.
They tried to assimilate into a normal life. They took Maddie to the park, picked out a Christmas tree together and spent a day at the beach.
When Maddie was 18 months old, Pino and McKee also got pregnant with their second child, Isabella. They went to Stephanie Fink, a certified nurse midwife, who is married to an obstetrician, and delivers in a hospital. She became close with the family.
“When you see red flags, that’s when you transfer a patient,” Fink said. “You don't wait for the emergency. You've got to see the writing on the wall. It sounds like there was definitely red flags during (Maddie’s) delivery. She didn't get transferred early on, when she needed to be.”
“It was a very difficult situation, but I've never seen a family so connected and caring,” she said. “It was almost like she didn't have special needs, the way they loved her.”
When Isabela was born, they laid her on Pino’s chest, and the baby lifted her own head.
Ten seconds into life, she accomplished something Maddie barely could.
“You don’t have time to think about it or be sad,” Pino said. “You’re just so focused. We just went minute to minute, hour to hour, trying to string a few good days together. You don’t see the big picture.”
Pino started blender diets using fresh vegetables and eggs from free-range chickens kept in their backyard. That worked for some time, but when Maddie started aspirating, they had to go back to partially-digested formula.
Maddie would seem more alert, even attempting the push buttons on a toy.
The family looked into stem cell therapy and medical marijuana. Insurance approved coverage for a wheelchair and a walker.
“There’s so much stuff that goes into keeping someone alive,” Pino said.
Maddie was almost 3, and no longer needed her breathing equipment all the time.
She strung together several good days. And then one night, McKee woke up panicking. Maddie was dead.
“She had been doing so good that day,” Pino said. “There was so much momentum, and then you just hit a brick wall. It was nonnegotiable. Until then, I had been able to negotiate every moment of her existence.”
Melinda and Shawn already ordered Maddie’s birthday cake from the bakery.
They decided to keep it, celebrating their child’s third birthday at her own wake.
Friends started a crowdsourcing page and raised enough money to buy them a headstone.
The experience was the exact opposite of glowing stories they read about online – and recalled from Ricki Lake’s “Business of Being Born” documentary.
By all indications, the baby was perfectly healthy. She had all of the ultrasounds done, and there were no high risks. Melinda was 29 years old and fit, with no medical issues in her life.
“You don’t want your kid to get the side effect of an epidural,” she said. “Looking back, if only it was just that – the side effect of an epidural. If only.”
After Maddie’s death, the couple had vivid nightmares of their daughter’s resurrection.
Pino says she is not religious. But when caring for Maddie, she felt bigger then herself.
“I felt plugged in, and Maddie was the plug,” she said. “I know it was her because she’s gone now, and I don’t feel it anymore.”
Mother’s home-birth death turns ‘greatest day’ to ‘worst day’ in family’s life
Eric Dexheimer, Austin American-Statesman
In the spring of 2013, Amanda Garbacz was on top of the world. A standout student, she had recently graduated from the University of Arkansas with a civil engineering degree and become engaged to another engineer. Now she was about to become a new mother.
The previous fall, Amanda, then 23, learned she was pregnant. Her early prenatal checkups showed her to be in generally sound health, but raised several concerns. She had seen a cardiologist for a rapid heartbeat and arm numbness. In October, an obstetrician also had noted her asthma and labeled her pregnancy “high-risk.”